Monday, August 8, 2011

You Stole My Heart n Never Return It Back~

 ______________AHMAD SAZALI B ABDUL LEMIN_________________
    
the owner of my heart.. <3

i'm blessed.. very blessed to own a lover like u.. who may accept me for wat i am.. for better or for worse.. for rich or for poor~

09/08/2008

1st time awak ckp awk suka sy... sy terkejut! xsangka.. sy xsedia lagi.. coz sejujurnya sy masih engat kt 1st love sy masa tue.. awk paksa sy trima awk.. sy pon terima jew la.. tpi dlm hati xske gler.. rimas! awk ske call ratus2 kali.. ajak gayut tgh2 mlm.. dlm hati waktu tue tuhan jew la tau camne rimas nya sy dgn awk.. tpi tue kesilapan terbesar sy waktu tue.. yg sy xske tue la wat sy jatuh cinta pd awk.. day by day, sy makin suka pd awk.. bila suka sy jatuh cinta.. the best time of my life.. we're both in love.. makin dekat nk SPM waktu tue, makin galak kta bercinta.. hehe.. nasib bek result SPM xkantoi.. =P


gewdicks~

but,.like every other relationship.. hubungan kita pon alami benda yg sama... konflik besar kita yg pertama.. wktu tue sy hampir2 nk putus asa.. i thought if u happy with other girl, i can just let u go~ but u didnt feel the same.. u still choose me to be by ur side.. i appreciate tat.. sy cuba jadi yg terbaek tok awk..
tpi sy jugak manusia biasa.. xpenah terlepas dri khilaf.. sy jugak pernah curang.. sy akui.. sy malu... tpi awk tetap bagi sy peluang.. dan terima sy.. from tat moment, i swear to myself, never let u down again.. <3

sy ske dating dgn c kurus nie~
awk korban byk tok sy.. u leave ur family back in sabah, juz to be here with me.. u leave all the u have there just to make sure we can often meet.. i adore u for tat.. pengorbanan sy xckup besar mcm awk.. tpi awk xpenah ungkit pon sume tue... thanks syg~

we didnt choose each other, we just fell in love..

today, 09/08/2011... our third anniversary together.. rasa mcm baru lagi kita kenal.. tapi dah byk yg kita lalui sama2.. dah jatuh sama2, bgun sama2... ketawa sama2, nanges sama2...sume tue wat kita jadi lagi kuat nk lalui masa depan.. AHMAD SAZALI... i love u so much 4ever n ever... no one can ever replace your special place in my heart~

faces~
my MR SUPERMAN~
sy doa jodoh sy dgn awk~

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

from semporna with love....

salam sume... fuuhhh =_='  lama nya x update blog..hoho..life's been busy for me lately..
lots of things happen in my life past few weeks..
but for sure, college life??? still da same..
ASSIGNMENT,TESTS,BLA BLA BLA
penat2.. 
ini sgt2 mcm sy.. hoho :p
 dlm tensen2 dlm blaja nie, sy dpt gak lepas tensen.. MY BABY LOVE ada kat cini!! yup2!! very2 hepi...he fly to k.l on 23 feb. 2011.. special surprise from my beloved future-father-in-law.. hehe.. thanks to bpk.. u r the greatest father-in-law ever.. willing to do tat for us.. who else would do tat for us?? mya syg tau... thanks a lot for da surprise...

u r da best bapak!!

my baby love da ada kat k.l so apa ag??? GERAK GEMPUR KE K.L!!!
ditemani one of my bestie, YASMIN ZAINAL i went to k.l to meet my love tat i havent seen since like????
trip to k.l rasa sgt lama sebab xsabo2 nk jumpa kesygan sy..hehe ( min kata sy gatai) :p
our checkpoint, KL SENTRAL since we dunno where he live at the moment.. so we promise to meet at KL SENTRAL.. sumpah cuak gler..ggrrrr.. (ketar2) berdebar coz lama xjumpa..malu pon ada..hehe
(bab da sgt2 gemok) :D 
he arrived about 10 minutes after our arrival... wah, nmpk dya dri jauh.. rasa nk JERIT  jew.. hoho..tpi akhir nya sy jdi malu dgn sndiri nya.. (xpasal2) tros sy nyorok blkg min..hehehe...
then, we went for our dinner at KFC coz im craving for fish donut at that time.. after tat, we went straight home.. yeahh baby.. penat!

shower+short nap.. min insist to go KARAOKE.... lalalala
mcik nie mmg gler nyanyi..huhu..tpi xpew, sore dya sgt merdu.. siyes ukey.. 2 thumbs up!!
we go to the ALLADIN .... ( i forgot the last name) quiet nice place..
i wanna sing 3 song actually but end up talking non-stop with my hubby..( byk bnda nk cter la..)
so, the singing event tat night conquered by min..hehe
went back home n sleep tighlty.. fully exhausted.. +__+

next morning!!! breakfast.. we planned to go to the SUNWAY PYRAMID ..hoho...double date yaw!!
but before tat, camwhoring 1st.. hehe...


wajah2 xcited!! 


homaigoshhh...

fall for you..



MRS & MR HULKIE
activities for tat day, window shopping, eating n movies..hehe
we eat mcdonald for lunch n watch DRIVE ANGRY which is frustrating to me bcoz its not tat good like in the trailer. plus, im too buzy talking to my bf..so..hehe :p

movie time... 

hubby sgt suka pic ini!


then we went to masjid india to buy some stuff.. surprisingly, masjid india banjir aritu due to heavy rain..hoho..
dah sampai sana, kami tros kan jugak wlau air da naek sampai buku lali..huhu.. sronok gak..
1st time xperience banjir...huhu :p

meredah banjir tgh2 masjid india.. :))  
then i end up buying my love new slipper n shirt instead of stuff for myself..hoho..its ok..for u LOVE...
the next day hav to go back to the kolej.. sy nanges but wat to do...huhu...its ok as long we remember each other.. 1 month wont kill us yah!

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

true love never ends....

yup..it is... true love never ends...entry kali ini berkait rapat dgn apa yg saya baca smlm...while i'm doing research for my informative speech, my roomate, alyn...tbe2 nanges... dengan tbe2 ok..mula2 tgk dya on9 senyap jew.. pastu dgr dya meraung...sy yg pelik terbagak2 nie tanya la knapa... sdey sgt dya sampai xley ckp kenapa... n then dya tag 1 link kat fb.. sdey kot..pasal mak kte... :"( bila nmpk jew sal mak2 nie tros atie rasa sayu... miss my mum so badly...link tue surat dri sorang anak tok ibu nya yg dah pon meninggal dunia... tajuk surat nya ========> 
SURAT DARI ANAK MAK YANG DAH X NAKAL...

http://www.iluvislam.com/inspirasi/motivasi/854-surat-dari-anak-mak-yang-dah-tak-nakal.html 

sdey isi kandungan surat nie.. baca la.. kta sebagai anak2 akan ptot lbey hargai org tua kta..sementara mereka masih ada d muka bumi ini.. bukan nya bila mereka dah pergi tinggal kan kta...
sy jadi syahdu dan pilu bla baca surat ini...rasa rindoo pada mak makin bertambah...



mak.. akak tau akak bukan anak yg baek.. slalu lawan ckp, malas, xpandai...byk kelemahan pd diri akak nie.. tapi mak ttp syg akak..xde pilih kasih pon.. tanpa belah-bagi..mak ttp manja kan akak... akak syg mak sgt2..akak mtk maaf akak byk wat slh ngan mak..tapi btol mak, akak xpnah niat camtu... 
mama,  
i <3 u..

n then.. baru nk reda rasa sdey tue, c alyn nie saji kan ag cter sdey..tis time its about lovers... huwaaaaa~
sdeyQ berlipatkaliganda.... blog sorang hamba Allah swt yg menulis tntg cter cinta sejati kwn nya... sungguh ok... menarik & menyedihkan...kompem mengalirkan air mata...
smlm 1 bilik sy nanges bla baca blog itu... :"(
lantas sy teringat kan my baby love sy.. pas call mak, tros call dya... ngan suara sengau, sy jerit kat dya, baby, sy rindoo kamu.. janji xkn wat perangai ag..sy syg kamu sampai mati.... 



c dya yg ngah tdo wktu sy call nie, pelik cmpur heran la...bila d tanya nape.. sy meraung ag kuat.. bru sy sedar yg sy sgt perlukan dya.. sy msti hargai dya wktu dya masih ada.. coz kita xkan tau bla ajal kita...


to encik ahmad sazali, sy mtk maaf slalu mrh2 awk.. tapi sy syg awk tau.. janji akan jadi yg lbey baek tok awk... i love u.. <3
 
          btw, nie link blog nya...                         
 http;//shoutwhisperspeak.blogspot.com 

love never ends~

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

kesibukan bermula....

salam semua...hoho.. dah lama x update blog nie...
i've been busy lately... assignment semakin bertambah..
presentation semakin kian byk.. hoho.. i need a time out..
xbyk yg nk d kongsi dlm entry kali nie..
hari2 d kolej cam besa jak...
next entry i've got something special to tell...
ahaks.... cant wait...
i received a great news today from my future father-in-law..
wanna know wat is it???
next entry okay...gotta go.. bye..take care.. :P

L.O.V.E

Thursday, February 17, 2011

a day to remember...

wah.. tajuk entry xnak kalah.... today has been a great day for me n my friends xspecially to my best buddy, kyle hazry... klas as usual.. n for da 1st time, arini me n my group (azry, mimi, dee, nazrin) kena puji ngan mdm pah wktu presentation bisscom... sungguh terharu rasa nya coz sume owg tau mdm pah agak strict n susah nk puji owg.. bla dah d puji tue rasa heaven gler.. motivate kami nk wat yg lbey bek.. maceh mdm!!


supposely arini kami ada photoshoot for da class.. tapi arini ada majlis anugerah kecemerlangan kolej..so, da session d postpone to the next week.. sume owg xcited bout tis photoshoot coz dah lama x amek gmbr 1 klas..haha.. malang nya.. sy pon frust..arini sy snggup tukar imej... konon nya.. slalu pkai tudung itam tpi demi photoshoot arini wat percubaan brani mati pkai tudung wrna len.. (wlaupun tudung pinjam).. feeling awkward at 1st tpi ramai kwn puji comey.. hehe.. blushing.. =_="

ok x?? hehe
then, kami ke dewan tok majlis anugerah cemerlang tue...wlaupun xdpt COPA, we got there to support our beloved n talented (bab dya ada saka) fren, azry... besides tat, nk jadi kan sumber inspirasi spya sem nie ley pat COPA cam dya... azri dpt anugerah COPA (3.72), BEST CGPA n BEST SUBJECT.. congrats pal, sy bangga dgn anda....

itu dya, pahlwan kta, azri...
n then lps majlis, bermula la sesi mkn2 n bergambar....bab nie, kami mmg handal!! hehe

menu: meehoon goreng, sate, kue cara, roti jala.. kenyang gler... hehe.. thanks to azry..
saya dan pahlwan ,menentang saka.. hehe (perbezaan ketinggian yg melampau d ctu)
wit mdm zalinda...
mdm syida, ikin, azri n mdm yaya...
freak family potrait.. haha
candid konon nya.. haha
dah puas bergambar, kami pulang ke hostel masing2 dan terbongkang ats katil kerana kepenatan ya amat.. but today has been a great day for me.. congrats once again to azry... i'll make ur success as a motivation for me...harap2 ley naek stage sem depan.. insyaallah.. amin ...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

kesan kebosanan terlampau kepada pelajar...


salam maulidur rasul wat sume... arini cuti umum bersempena hari keputeraan baginda Rasulallah SAW...
so, arini xde klas.. disebabkan tdo agak lewat mlm smlm, so dah terlajak tdo la pgi nie.. hehe..
(anak dara apa camni?)

wajib tayang!!
xde xtvt yg menarik pon nk d buat, so... on9 jew la kije nye..
fb,tumblr,formspring,ym,skype,blog..
sume dah abes godek dah..

oh, sy harap itu sy.. xtakot pd kucing.. :P
take biscuit as breakfast.. megi for lunch.. tue jew la yg termampu.. mls nk turun kafe pnye pasal..
syg nk tnggl kan lappy..mandi pon lmbt...n then jadi kejadian menakutkan d toilet bla sy mandi...
dgn riang ria nya sy menyanyi sambil mandi.. tbe2 dah ciap mandi, pntu toilet xley bukak.. TIDAK!!!!!!!!!!
at 1st xpanik ag.. control macho dlu.. tolak2 pntu, masih xley bukak.. rilek ag walaupun tiak dah basah..
lama2 dgn sendiri nya sy menjerit.. TOLONG AKU!!!!!! malang nya jeritan sy tdk d dengari oleh sesiapa pon termasoklah roomate sy yg sedang leka berfb..

to make the story short, sy berjaya kuar stlh sekian masa yg lama.. tbe2 pastu rasa nk wat photoshoot plak..
sy ajak dee n dya pon nk.. so, ktorg ciap2 dn turun ke bwh hostel tok photoshoot mengarut nie.. hehe
klaka jew..n hasil nya nie la.. credits to dee.. :))))))))))

photo by, hajar nadiya

miss cinderella left her shoe.. hehe
'kucing berjalan'
would u b my lover???



Monday, February 14, 2011

apa status anda???

hehe.. yg mana 1 status anda??

camne sy bley survive??

tajuk entry yg agak serius... hmm...bukan apa.. ini adalah untuk menjawab pertanyaan2 org ramai d luar sana..juga untuk menutup mulut org yg ske wat owg len rasa down.. benci btol org camni... mind ur own business people.. to all this people, i juz ignore it... pekak kan telinga, butakan mata... diam kan diri...

lalalala... say wat u wanna say people, but i dont care...
i've been in a long distance relationship for almost 3 years..since form 5 ag.. spupu dya, classmate sy wktu skola dolu2..sy xpnah couple sblom tue,so kwn2 sy berpakat nk cari kan sy pakwe.. hehe..n then, kami pon d matchmaking kan...at 1st, sy juz nk men2 jew.. nk try2.. coz sy xpcaya langsung long distance relationship nie.. sedangkan depan mata pon ley jadi mcm2, nie plak jauh beratus batu (yew dok??) dya d SABAH, sy pulak kat PAHANG... sepanjang kami couple, bru 2 kali jumpa.. the rest, sms,3G, mms, phone call jew la yg bley wat..nsib bek zaman dh moden.. klu couple zaman dinosour dlu?? cmne tue?? itu yg kte x taw??

nampak tue?? bpe jauh nya pahang ngan sabah..
in a long distance relationship, the most important thing is TRUST!! yes.. trust ur partner.. n for the partner, jgn la sia2 kan kepercayaan yg d beri...paham tue?? trust is a basic thing in every relationship.. between parents n childrens, between frens...between mcik kafe n u.. nape mcik kafe?? bab nya, ada owg amek lauk pastu letak nasi byk2 ats lauk.. tutup abes lauk tue...takot kna charge mahal2.. mcik kafe yg percaya kan aok nie pon charge la ala kadar jew.. xkew nama nya dah khianati kepercayaan owg tue?? :p

A GOOD BOYFRIEND...


next thing is, willing to sacrifice... ur money, time, energy.. long distance relationship nie yg parah nya kat topup la.. besa ar, xley jumpa.. so texting n calling jew la pengubat rindoo.. tapi jimat gak bab jarang date, so xkuar byk wit nk bli adiah la, bunga la, candlelight dinner la n watsoever la.. :p

insyaallah, doakan kami ye..
p/s: semua hubungan tue bley berjaya, asalkan ada kerjasama n toleransi antara dua2 pihak.. jgn hanya merasa, kadang2 kte jugak msti memberi..